September 26, 2011

A letter to Old Unexpressed Love

A letter to old unexpressed love but still in my remembrance which I haven't forgot till date/




Dear Piya,
Hope you will be fine wherever you are.I can still remember our old days, travelling to various places but I have talked to you very less time due to my shyness to talk to you. I don't know what you are thinking this time that after a very long time I have remembered you and wrote a letter to you. May be you feel awkward or something different that why i am writing this letter to you after a very long time, the same situation is also with me here, I also don't know why I am writing. While writing this letter I feel like answering a lot of your unanswered question as well as I felt like expressing something present deeper in my heart somewhere for you.
I don't know how much you know about me in short span of 1-2 years or what you have heard about me during these days. But I want you to know that I was shy from start of college life but due to you I have even got a lot of friend during time, obviously one of my best time I ever had till date in college life. After some month, I am still the same for you i.e. a less talkative boy, while I talk to other a lot. I know the cause of my silence i.e. My Love For You as you may have heard silence has its own language of love, but with the time this silence has also increased resulting in broke-up with many friends during that time either they are very supportive for me that time or they let me feel that they support me as my best friends. After this broke-down you have asked me a lot of time what happens to me, but I have always ignored your this question, but your question and my love is still with me that when I will answer you or let you know about my this feeling of love towards you. 
I also don't know whether it is a good time/place or not to express myself, but still something is there around me asking to do it now. Firstly, I want you to know about my love for you hidden in my silence somewhere. Second, many time you have asked about cause of broke-up with our talks, due to the circumstances happening around the group during and after the Journey has totally made me to broke with the group and all. The response of some of old friends in during journey and after the journey has made me to broke with the group. After the journey I was indirectly accused of some thing related to journey. I want to discuss all things happen around me but I know, I can't at this moment. Very few of friend has supported me during these events. But many about whom I felt are near to me have just betrayed me whole time what I felt after a year of our last journey.
Still after all these.. I wish you and other a happy future and life without any grievances.
Still I found you somewhere, still in my heart.
Yours
XXXXXX

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